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Monday, June 29, 2009

10:34 AM Y

Post title : Birthdays.
You'll never know the real me.

Happy Birthday Sheryl Tam! 28-6
Although I don't know you that well but still. (: Hope you'll get good grades and hope you'll be happy always.

Happy birthday Steven Tam! 29-6
Everything I wanna say is in your birthday card. Anyways, good luck in your SPM. Don't be a lazy bump (: Be more hardworking.

Happy birthday Edalene Low! 30-6
You had been a nicenicenice friend I can say. You're always there for me to Joke. Laugh. Play. And etc etc. You never failed to make me smile. Or make me laugh my ass off. Or laugh till I cry. You're AMAZING! but not when you're emo. Anyway, all the best in your studies. Stop playing already la. It's time to study! (: Arrange your time properly. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I love you banyak banyak! :D








Saturday, June 27, 2009

6:41 PM Y

Post title : The story's hanging.
You'll never know the real me.



I borrowed a book from Rachel. It's a book that I have always wanted to read. It was like a FINALLY for me when she FINALLY finished that book and lent it to me. If you are observant enough to notice that I was always holding this book on Wednesday and Thursday. Wherever I go. The story had been REALLY interesting. But I haven't finish the whole book UNTIL

yesterday. A Friday. Before school started, I went to toilet.washroom.restroom. whatever you call that. And obviously I didn't bring the book with me INTO the toilet right. I left it just outside the toilet. Ya know, on top of the red 'box'.

Then bla-bla-bla. When I came out of the toilet. I was SHOCKED that the book was GONE. Yes, GONE! Perhaps the book has grown legs and run away.

I wonder why do people steal storybooks nowadays. Don't they feel guilty after doing such thing? I don't understand.


All i know is i feel so sorry.


I'm very sorry Rachel. Seriously. I'll get you a new one soon (:


R.I.P
MichealJackson.








Tuesday, June 23, 2009

10:17 PM Y

Post title : Random thoughts.
You'll never know the real me.

I find life boring.
Same routine everyday.
I don't wanna go to school.
I'm looking forward to weekends.
Second thought, I don't.
I just look forward to non-schooling-days.
I don't really want weekends to come.
Seriously.
Except for the fact that school's off on weekends.
But definately NOT this saturday.
CRAP!

I want weekends to come.
Just because school's off.

I don't want weekends to come.
I don't wanna see somebody.

Because I got my personal reason.

But sadly,
no matter I want it to come or not.
It is still gonna come.
And go.

):








Saturday, June 20, 2009

10:31 PM Y

Post title : She Says.
You'll never know the real me.

BelindaLeongSaysSheGaveUpDownloading o2Mania.










8:23 PM Y

Post title : AMAZINGLY COOL (:
You'll never know the real me.

I found this while blog hopping. Wanna know what does your name mean?

B: loves people [thinkso]
E: has gorgeous eyes [haha.youjudge!]
L: very good kisser [=.-]
I: is loved by everyone [notsure]
N: easy to fall in love with [noway]
D: cute [SoNotTrue]
A: can kick ass [WannaTry?]

A: can kick ass
B: loves people
C: great friend
D: cute
E: has gorgeous eyes
F: wild and crazy adore you
G: is in love
H: loves their gf/bf lots
I: is loved by everyone
J: is really sweet
K: can kick ass
L: very good kisser
M: good kisser
N: easy to fall in love with
O: makes people laugh
P: popular with all types of people
Q: has a smile to die for
R: loves to laugh and smile
S: easy to love
T: can be funny and dumb at times
U: is very caring
V: not judgmental
W: very broad minded
X: never lets people tell you what to do
Y: best gf/bf ever
Z: makes dating fun










7:45 PM Y

Post title : Daddy's Day (:
You'll never know the real me.

It's daddy's day tomorrow (: Happy Father's Day, daddy. You know I love you. But saying ILoveYou is not my language.


I understand raising up a naughty kid like me is a very tough job. But eventually you did it!


You have raised up an OBEDIENT teen like me (: You did a very great job! Thank you daddy! Happy Father's Day!











1:00 PM Y

Post title : GAHHHH!!
You'll never know the real me.

MY EXAM RESULTS ARE KILLING ME! :/








Wednesday, June 17, 2009

8:10 PM Y

Post title : 17-06-2009 ):
You'll never know the real me.

2009 National Robotics Competition
Champion: SMKDJ (I-Yang, Zhiwei, Eugene)
Second: SMJK CHS
Third: blablabla
Forth: SMKDJ (JuenHong,I-Ern,WeiJing)
Fifth: blablabla
Sixth: blablabla
Seventh: SMKDJ (HoeMing,Syafiq,ChunSeng)
Eighth: SMKDJ (Benjamin,Belinda,XinYin)
Ninth: SMKDJ (SoonLen,Darren,ShawnFoong)

Tenth: blablabla

All 5 groups of SMKDJ have a placing!! WOOHOO! We did make DJ proud! :D
Top Fifth get to go for the Finals tomorrow 18-06-2009.

Benjamin,XinYin:
Firstly, I wanna say sorry for being bad tempered, impatient etcetc at times. I know being my teammate is not an easy job because I tend to get frustrated easily. And it's not easy to understand what I usually comment about the program. XinYin, I bet u're the only one who understand what I usually mean. You had been awesome! I really do appreciate being in the same group as you. Benjamin, sorry if I tend to be bossy at times. I was nervous la okay! (: Forgive me?

We got the 8th placing! :D We got an excellent award! At the very least we DID TRY OUR BEST on the competition day (: Although we didn't really try our best during training but AT THE VERY LEAST we have already tried our best during the competition day. We did make DJ proud! We gained experience, we learned something.

Thank you for being such COOL and AWESOME teammates!

Signed,
BelindaLeong(:

IShouldHaveWentForSportsDay):








Sunday, June 14, 2009

3:36 PM Y

Post title : Life still goes on..
You'll never know the real me.

Edalene and Honghong.

If you're reading this. Just wanna tell you two that no matter what, life still goes on. No matter how sad or how happy are you, life still goes on. Perhaps staying friends is the best way. Get rid of everything as fast as possible and continue your life. It still can be really COLOURFUL! (: The Beebee is always here for you whenever you need me (:

BelindaLeong(:









Saturday, June 13, 2009

10:50 PM Y

Post title : Estee Model Search
You'll never know the real me.

LADIES AND GENTLEMEN,

I PROUDLY present you my PWEEETTTYYYY friend.

Rachel Teo (:
Good luck in this model thing.
I believe you can do it!!
Stop telling me it's a under 29 thingi (:
Believe in yourself, Miss Negative. :D











1:59 PM Y

Post title : WOAH! I envy (:
You'll never know the real me.


"To Kennedy's Teacher. Please excuse Kennedy's absense... She's with me. Barrack Obama"

U.S. President Barack Obama turned on the charm at an event in Wisconsin when an audience member told the president that his daughter Kennedy was missing school to come hear Obama speak about healthcare reform. And President Barrack Obama actually WROTE A NOTE FOR THE LITTLE KID'S TEACHER. Here's the video. If I was that girl, I would keep the original copy and hand in a photostated copy to my teacher. Seriously. I mean who wouldn't. :D














11:23 AM Y

Post title : NUTS!
You'll never know the real me.


HOLS ARE ENDING!!


SCHOOL'S STARTING!! .


RESULTS ARE COMING!!



ROBOTICS COMPETITION'S ON WEDNESDAY!!



SPORTS DAY FALLS ON THE SAME DAY TOO!!



Life's driving me crazy!!



Come On, 2 weeks hols ain't enough!!



For a person like me (:








Friday, June 12, 2009

5:53 PM Y

Post title : True Friends
You'll never know the real me.

We sign our cards and letters BFF
You've got a million ways to make me laugh
You're lookin' out for me; you've got my back
It's so good to have you around

You know the secrets I could never tell
And when I'm quiet you break through my shell
Don't feel the need to do a rebel yell
Cause you keep my feet on the ground

You're a true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
You're a true friend

You don't get angry when I change the plans
Somehow you're never out of second chances and
Won't say "I told you" when I'm wrong again
I'm so lucky that I found

A true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again

True friends will go to the ends of the earth
Till they find the things you need
Friends hang on through the ups and the downs
Cause they've got someone to believe in

A true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
Don't need to pretend
ohh yeah
A true friend
You're here till the end(till the end)
(Your here till the end)
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
You're a true friend








Wednesday, June 10, 2009

10:05 PM Y

Post title : CAMP
You'll never know the real me.

Just came back from music camp.


It was ohhh-kayyy.


I love the games la OKAY.


I'm actually missing the watermelon part.


Not that I loved the sand in the watermelon but HEY, the fellowship was there! We had FUNNN right? At least I did (:


I lovey dovey that silent war game too! ALOT! :D


I learned ALOT from this camp! Really.


May be posting about it later on. (:










4:40 PM Y

Post title : Good friends. Best Friends.
You'll never know the real me.

To me, FRIENDSHIP is co-operative and supportive behavior between two or more people. In this sense, the term connotes a relationship which involves mutual knowledge, esteem, and affection and respect along with a degree of rendering service to friends in times of need or crisis. Friends will welcome each other's company and exhibit loyalty towards each other, often to the point of altruism. Their tastes will usually be similar and may converge, and they will share enjoyable activities. They will also engage in mutually helping behavior, such as exchange of advice and the sharing of hardship. A friend is someone who may often demonstrate reciprocating and reflective behaviors. Yet for many, friendship is nothing more than the trust that someone or something will not harm them.

From what I observed and experienced, you can actually differentiate between a TRUE friend and a so.not.true friend. through camps or sleepovers.

To me, a 'friend' that backstabs is NOT qualified to be called a friend.
To me, a 'friend' that ignores and avoid each other is NOT qualified to be called a friend.
To me, a 'friend' that treats you perfunctory is NOT qualified to be called a friend.

May I know what's the point of apologizing when you actually repeat the same thing straight away after apologizing? And you apologize again, then OPPS, you did it again, then you apologize. The cycle goes on and on.

If you think that I'm refering to you, then it's you. If you think that I'm not, then I'm not. Sometimes I tend to share and talk with youyou, but I don't even have the chance to. And when you knew it from somewhere else, I will be the one who get the blame for not sharing. Maybe not the blame, but hmm. a nicer word for blame. I don't like explaining because I always expect people to understand me.But this action usually causes some misunderstandings.

How will youyou feel when you don't even understand what are thetwo or thethree talking about infront of you and on the other hand, they are HAPPILY talking, laughing, joking.

I no longer feel happy with youyou like I used to be. But I still like mixing up with youyou. I don't know why. Sometimes I just don't feel good that I chose to walk away. But it won't last long. because of something smallsmallsmallsmallsmall youyou did. usually.

I think that's what you call best friends. I can be sure that youyou are one of mine. But whether am I one of yours? I'm not very sure.


People have feelings. Different different feelings.
It depends on you whether to express it out a not.








Saturday, June 6, 2009

9:43 PM Y

Post title : To you.
You'll never know the real me.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN QUAH
7 June 2009


You had been a great friend! :D Other than the fact that you actually don know when's my birthday. I don't really know you that much but I'll try to know you more (: Don't be so cruel la. Give some fish to the pregnant cat. Haha. LOL. All the best in your studies and basketball.Wishing you a day that you will always cherish, and a year that will be abundantly blessed. HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

LoveYouAsAGoodFriend,
BelindaLeong (:








Friday, June 5, 2009

11:21 AM Y

Post title : Taggie.
You'll never know the real me.

01. Besides your lips, where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
Cheeks

02. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
I still wanna sleep.

03. Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
I forgot O.O

04. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
Maybe?

05. Will you ever donate blood ?
If I had enough.

06. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yessssss.

07. Do you want someone to be dead?
Why would I want someone dead?

08. What does your last text message say?
HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO(It was alot of Os, I'm not gonna count how many)Belinda (i)- woke up at 7 (am) come to school find (a boy)who name Belinda.

09. What are you thinking right now?
Would somebody kill me for telling the whole world what he said to me (:

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
No?

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
12 plusplusplusplusplusplus. :D

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
Voirjeans

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
Yes (:

14. Who was the last person(s) who text you?
Hahahahahaha. OJH. You guess. (:

I tag
Nobody.








Monday, June 1, 2009

6:13 PM Y

Post title : Why does life hurt?
You'll never know the real me.

Pain.
When you accidentally bite your tongue, its hard to see the "pain" as a good thing. The same goes for a blister on your big toe. You might ask, "Why do I need a big throbbing foot?" But what if you felt no pain? How often would you bite off bits of your tongue or burn your backside in the bath? Physical pain is a perfect alarm system that prevents further damage. It tells us, "You'd better change what you are doing!" Guess what?

Emotional pain gives us the same kind of message. If we are hurting a lot of the time , feeling resentful or jealous or angry, the emotional pain might be telling us, "You'd better change how you're thinking!" Examples:

"Don't expect your friends to always agree with you."
"Don't depends on your friends to make you happy!" (Happiness starts from you)

"Forgive yourself. Forget your mistakes and MOVE ON."

With physical pain, a blister on your foot is a message to change your shoes. With emotional pain, which feels like a blister on the brain, the message is usually to change your point of view. When you see things differently, the pain often goes away.

In a nutshell
With physical pain, when we keep doing the same thing, it keeps hurting. With emotional pain, when we keep doing the same thing, it keeps hurting.


Why do I need problems?
Most of the time, we don't act until we have a problem, or worse, a disaster!
Example: You play basketball for the school team. You usually miss your free-throws, because you never practise. Then one night you are playing in the big game. Your team is one point behind with one second left on the clock. Everything depends on your two free-throws. What happens? You miss both of them! And you want to die! After you have finished punching the wall, you get a plan. Every night for the next three months, you throw two hundred baskets. You get better and better. Soon you are the best shooter in the team. Why? Because you had a problem.

Example: Your mathematics results have been slipping. You fail three tests in a row. Your teacher tells you, "Fail one more time and you'll have to repeat the year." Now you have a problem. Suddenly you need a plan for mathematics. So you get a friend to help you twice a week. You do extra study. Before long you are passing every test and you discover it is not that difficult! Why? Because you had a problem.

Here's how life goes. We cruise along until a problem gets serious. Eventually we do something about it. Soon we are even better off than before the problem. We learn from disasters than we do from success. Disasters get our attention and we take action.

In a nutshell
Problems aren't necessarily bad.










5:40 PM Y

Post title : A friend.
You'll never know the real me.

If I was in front of the computer yesterday, I would be posting a longlonglong post but you have to be glad that I wasn't at home.

What kind of BESTFRIEND are you? I treated you as one but did you treat me as one too? I DONT think so. What's the difference between your action and backstabbing? I don't see any. You can tell me straight in face but eventually you didn't. I SHOULDN'T trust you. For I knew you CAN'T keep secrets. I blame myself for telling you.

Yes, I WAS angry. Yes, I WAS. But I'm not anymore. I'm not that kind of person that will be angry for a long period of time. I forgave you. (:










5:26 PM Y

Post title : Tagged by Joyce!
You'll never know the real me.

It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag ten people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real - nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : Belinda Leong
2. A four Letter Word : Bump
3. A boy's Name : Bryan
4. A girl's Name : Brenda
5. An occupation : basketballer
6. A color : Biru
7. Something you'll wear : Band
9. A food : Baskin Robbins (:
10. Something found in the bathroom: Bathing utensils
11. A place : Borneo
12. A reason for being late : Bathing?
13. Something you'd shout : BEACH! (:
14. A movie title : Brother Bear
15. Something you drink : Beer? It's a drink but I will NEVER drink it (:
16. A musical group : bee gees?
17. An animal : Bunny!
18. A street name : Jalan Belinda? :D
19. A type of car : BMW
20. The title of a song : Black or White - Adam Lambert







The WitnessY



B E L I N D A L E O N G
I'm imperfect and I'm loving it.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
Love me or hate me, I'm still gonna shine (:

Tell me how you feelY

Exits Y

# Ai Jin
# Ai Li
# Alex Tam
# Andrea Lim
# Ashley Foo
# Ashlyn Lee
# Bonnie Tang
# Bryan Win
# Carmen Liao
# Chee Hong
# Chui Li
# Ching Wen
# Chuan Xin
# Darren Kee
# Darryl Quah
# Dylan Ong
# Edalene
# Felicia Cheong
# Hing Lun
# Ivy Tan
# I-Ern
# Jacqueline Teng
# Jamie Cham
# Jia Hou
# Jia Tian
# Joan Teng
# Jocelyn
# Jo-Ee
# Joey Chin
# Joyce Chuah
# Joyce Chan
# June Ming
# Karen Choo
# Kimberley
# Lim Syau
# Nicole Leaw
# Yean Hui
# Nadia Esham
# Natalie Chong
# Lai Pui Li
# Liuh Enn
# Pei Ming
# Rachel Teo
# Rui Ci
# Rufina
# Ryan Ching
# Sheryl Tam
# Shi Hui
# Shing Li
# Sin Yee (public)
# Sin Yee (private)
# Soon Len
# Steven Tam
# Vi Ki
# Victoria Chai
# Xiu Pei
# 6H 2007
# Yi Lin
# Ying Ai
# Zheng Hong
# Zhen Xin