Somewhere within the imperfect me

Saturday, November 29, 2008

11:07 PM Y

Post title :

♥ You'll never know the real me.

This is my 100th post!! I'm gonna post about nicole leaw's ~~surprise~~ birthday party.. As you can see, it WAS supposed to be a surprise party but ended up NOT AT ALL.. haiz.. we need to be more professional next time=) by the way, the dress code WAS actually PINK!! But some of the guys dont have pink, thats why they wore red.. Jia Hou said that wearing pink is lala.. Don't you think so??

At first, we went to the secret recipe in The Curve.. It was supposed to be a SURPRISE party but ended up Nicole's dad dropped her down at the entrance next to secret recipe. Hence, she saw us in there =( So, too bad.. No more surprise.. Then we ordered a cheese cake and sang happy birthday.. After some time, we walked to ceneleisure for TWILIGHT!! Yeah, TWILIGHT!! It was AWESOME!!

After the movie, We stopped by at the terpanyaki restaurant in Ikano.. We talked, we laughed.. I enjoyed the time there, being together as a family.. Great fellowship XD

BOO!! scared?? I was scared by STEVEN TAM like that in popular.. I jumped up wei.. But luckily i did not scream.. My reaction was THE BIGGEST among all!! Then Nicole and I went to take revenge XD We covered his eyes and also pulled his shoelace =)

Later on, we went to Redbox.. I NEARLY fell asleep!! XDXD But they had fun.. I think.. Especially Jocelyn =)

Waiting for the arrival of the star-of-the-day =)

The grandparents discussing =) left- gonggong (jiahou), right- popo (steven)

The grandpa with the cake

The inside story...

The cake xp

Making a wish ...

GOODNESS!! She looks SOOO cute!!

The grandparents

Us- Nicole, Ivy, Amanda, Belinda, Jocelyn

She was standing in between the towers XD Amanda, Jocelyn and Belinda..

I look EXTREMELY weird i know.. Belinda, Steven, Jocelyn

With the granparents.. everyone's here except for soon yau

Aww.. Lucky Aaron =)

Belinda, Nicole, Jocelyn

With the birthday girl.. xoxo

Jia Bao darling

The menu

LETS SUE THE RESTAURANT!! The air con filter of the terpanyaki restaurant.. It was SOOO disgusting!!

We made Steven pray our the food XD

Candid

Redbox

While waiting for our car to come..

Ivy Tan Jia Bao!!!

Jocelyn!!!

Once again, Jocelyn with the towers XD

Us!!

Which one do you think is my shoe??

Nicole Leaw,

Thinking back about how we met each other in church, how we started talking to each other, how i couldn't believe that you ARE actually Norman Leaw's sister, how you became my VERY VERY VERY BEST FRIEND, how you became my mummy, how you became my sejarah teacher, how we chit chatted in my house for few hours.. Everything was God's plan.. He planned everything!! Seriously.. I have NEVER knew one day i will actually be SOOO CLOSE to you, Norman's sister.. I just want to tell you how happy or how lucky I am to know you.. A present friend.. Thank you for playing an important part in my life.. I believe that friendship could last forever.. Thank you for being my church friend, sms pal, msn pal, best friend, sister, teacher and mummy... Happy 15th birthday.. May God bless you throughout your life.. You're someone special =)

Lotsa lotsa LOVE, Belinda Leong

GROUP PICTURE!! Top left: Belinda Jocelyn, Nicole, Ivy, Amanda.. Bottom left: Aaron, Soon Yau, Steven, Jia Hou

AndThatsTheEndOfMy100thPost..

11:05 PM Y

Post title :

♥ You'll never know the real me.

Today's jamming session was quite boring =x

Please don overestimate me..

Thank you very much..

Friday, November 28, 2008

8:20 PM Y

Post title :

♥ You'll never know the real me.

TODAY WAS AWESOME

anyway, im gonna get the pictures from ivy and jocelyn before posting about today.. XD

Thursday, November 27, 2008

4:31 PM Y

Post title :

♥ You'll never know the real me.

FEW MORE HOURS TO GO!!!

WHEE!!!

OFF TO CHARGE MY CAMERA

XD

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

8:50 PM Y

Post title :

♥ You'll never know the real me.

I CANNOT WAIT!!!

I AM LOOKING FORWARD!!!

TILL 28 NOVEMBER!!!

IT WILL BE AN UNFORGETABLE DAY!!!

FOR SOMEBODY!!!

I JUST CANT WAIT!!!

JUST HOPE EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE!!!

WHEE!!!

28 NOVEMBER!!! IM COMING!!!

I JUST HOPE YOU WILL APPRECIATE WHAT WE DID..

I LOVE YOU

Saturday, November 22, 2008

12:12 PM Y

Post title : imy=)

♥ You'll never know the real me.

Everytime i close my eyes,

I think about you..

I MISS YOU

I know you do too..

=)

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

2:10 PM Y

Post title : I love this song..

♥ You'll never know the real me.

This song is quite nice.. XD Sometimes, I really wish i was a boy.. =)

If I were a boy- Beyonce

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what
I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wated
And I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me.

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I could turn off my phone
Tell evveryone it’s broken
So they’d think that
I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy

Sunday, November 16, 2008

3:35 PM Y

Post title : Girl, this is also for you=)

♥ You'll never know the real me.

I'm always

really really really glad

having you as my very best friend

Words cannot describe

I know you understand

You should know

i will respect your choice

i always do

no offence

but sometimes

i will feel betrayed

but the feeling will go away

very fast

I appreciate your presence

i always do

Girl, you don have to wonder

I can tell you

WITHOUT THINKING

yes, i would

I want to keep you as my best friend too

as long as possible

I also find it hard

Its not like i would get mad easily

i just can't control my feelings at times

but i'm changing

i'm trying not to get mad easily

i'm trying to be more patient

but i need you to be patient too

Girl

please understand

even if i was mad

it wont last long

I will be always there for you

always and forever

no matter what

and i'm always there

to help you with your problems

i know you have lots of them

I believe that friendship can last forever

Lets not let small matters get in the way of our friendship

Lets not hide our feelings for each other

We know we wont dare to say out face to face

You can tell me in any way

Thank you for being my very best friend

I love you for the way you are

I will always be there as your

best friend and also counsellor

I love you...

Saturday, November 15, 2008

8:06 PM Y

Post title : How?

♥ You'll never know the real me.

I'm VERY blur about things around me =(

How?

I'm very boring =(

How?

I miss my friends =(

How?

I cant sleep properly lately =(

How?

I'm boring at home =(

How?

My dad doesnt allowed me out =(

How?

I don feel like doing other things other than online =(

How?

I'm unhappy lately =(

How?

I'm trying to be happy but I can't =(

How?

I miss someone very much =(

How?

I have got ALOT of problems lately =(

How?

Somebody seriously scares me ALOT =(

How?

I miss my primary teachers.. suddenly =(

How?

My phone bil every month is like KAPOOM!! =(

How?

I LOVEEE smsing =(

How?

How?How?How?How?How?How?How?How?How?How?How?How?How?How?How?How?

1:12 PM Y

Post title : Tagged by Sheryl

♥ You'll never know the real me.

Tagged by Sheryl Tam=)

5 songs that you enjoy the most now:
~Bad day- Daniel Powter
~Bye bye- Mariah Carey
~I miss you- Miley Cyrus
~Leave me alone- The Veronicas
~Let the rain fall down- Hillary Duff

5 things you like most about boys:
~Hair =)
~Face xp
~Heart <3
~Height =)
~Sweetness =)

5 type of girls you hate:
~Bitchy
~Lala
~Act cute
~Flirters
~ IDK=)

5 things you love about your country:
terletak di luar kawasan Lingkaran Api Pasifik?? Hahaha
I don know =) I don think there's any..

I tag nobody

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

11:45 AM Y

Post title : Last day of school

♥ You'll never know the real me.

Edalene Rachel and I

Shi Hui and I

Ruici and I with Aijin's fingers

Edalene and I

Aijin Audrey and I

Guys, this is how the girls toilet in smkdj looks like.. XD

triple a - audrey, aijin and alicia

Rachel and i

alicia and i

aijin and i

aijin and i.. i was looking at her camera

Saturday, November 8, 2008

6:37 PM Y

Post title : Nagging parents

♥ You'll never know the real me.

This is my version of nagging parents =) ok.. I'll start from the time when I was in kindergarden..

When i was in kindergarden, my parents used to nag me with
- What have you learnt in school today?

- What did you eat during your break in school?
- Drink more water!!

- Are you hungry?

When i was in std 1 - 4, my parents used to nag me with

- What did you buy in school today?

- Did you eat during recess?

- Go shower!!

- Drink more water.

- What homework did teacher give you?

- Have you finish all your homework?

- Go practise your piano.

- Switch off the television now!!

When i was in std 5 and 6 or even now..

- STOP GOING ONLINE..

- sleep earlier.

- What have you been doing throughout the whole day?

- When's your exam?

- What do you usually do when you go online?

- Ask your daddy/mummy

- Who are you going out with? Who's fetching you all there? What time are you coming back? What are you gonna do there?

- Clean up your room!!

My grandmother just passed away on monday.. That's why I'm not in school.. Yes, i skipped all of the exams.. I realized that i'm very very very lucky that i have a daddy and a mummy that love me very much.. i thank God for that..

Daddy,

Thank you for loving me.. Thank you for everything you have done.. Although you're bad tempered, although you scold alot, but i know you love me.. you show me your love in a very different yet very special way.. Thank you for protecting me from the outside world.. I am very happy that i'm a daddy's girl.. Thanks for being my dearest daddy.. No matter how old i am, I'm still your little princess.. Always and forever.. I love you =)

Mummy,

Thank you for loving me.. Thank you for everything you have done.. Thank you for being there for me when i need you.. Thank you for being my teacher.. Sometimes I am very naughty, thank you very much for your patient.. I am very happy being your girl.. Thank you for being my dearest mummy.. No matter how old i am, I'm still your little princess.. Always and forever.. I love you =)

DADDY AND MUMMY, I LOVE YOU!!!!